The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me……….
Just memories came first when I saw his name in the picture which a friend shared… My friend wrote thank you chester for the music you gave us! I understand many things but dont want to understand at the same time.. What the hell is that mean? How? Then Google help me to find out… Chester gone! Seriously? Since I learned this asking myself like I am him.. WHY? WHY? WHY?
İn 2009 they were in İstanbul. Thank God I was there.. Singing with Chester… Shouting with him.. jumping when he said its time. Still it is the best concert Ive ever been.. and now.. Ill never gonna listen him alive… he is not breathing with us because! And this… really hurts!
I start to listen Linkin Park in the high school… end of 90’s. Chester one of my best voice till that time. Almost 20 years… Come on man.. be a joke.. this news.. and now words just disseappear in my mind.. Just try to feel all these extraordinary songs again right now.. Like it is the first time I am listening… Remembering the times how did they make me feel.. İn the end, Numb, Bleed it out, What Ive done, Breaking the Habits, Nobodys listening, Leave out all the rest, Castle of glass,Papercut, One Step Closer, By Myself and more and more… orphan songs… some of them change my perspective about life… Linkin Park music always affected my life. with Chesters voice of course.. now I feel like all that memories and songs dead!
Chester! You were amazing.. and always be perfect like nothing happened! So angry to you! But no way to get out from this feeling.. you are gone and never gonna return… we have to miss you now! Damn! I already…….!!!
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